{"id":7796,"date":"2021-04-14T08:00:05","date_gmt":"2021-04-14T15:00:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/markwatches.net\/reviews\/?p=7796"},"modified":"2021-04-05T06:16:11","modified_gmt":"2021-04-05T13:16:11","slug":"mark-watches-discovery-s01e05-choose-your-pain","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/markwatches.net\/reviews\/2021\/04\/mark-watches-discovery-s01e05-choose-your-pain\/","title":{"rendered":"Mark Watches ‘Discovery’: S01E05 – Choose Your Pain"},"content":{"rendered":"

In the fifth episode of the first season of Star Trek: Discovery<\/i>, the crew must test their own ethics while attempting to save their captain. Intrigued? Then it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s time for Mark to watch Star Trek<\/i>.\u00c2\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Trigger Warning: For talk of medical experimentation, consent, and torture, as well as brief mention of sexual assault<\/b><\/p>\n

I know I already said that I was in for the long haul, but this episode? Oh, the way so very many plots are woven together to create a compelling narrative about ethics, pragmatism, and war… I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122M IN. This was a tremendous episode that managed to combine high suspense with some remarkably emotional character work, and I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m so, so happy right now. LET\u00e2\u20ac\u2122S DISCUSS.<\/p>\n

Michael Burnham<\/b><\/p>\n

I think splitting up my thoughts by character is going to work best here, so let\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s start with Burnham, who has such an incredible arc in this episode. After her suspicions at the end of the previous episode, the writers have her explore her complicated feelings towards the tardigrade creature. She believes that the spore drive jumps are harming the creature, and that belief is quickly backed up by observation. So, even if the spore drive is saving other living creatures, is it ethical to continue to make the tardigrade suffer? Because really, that\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s what this amounts to: No one can ask the tardigrade for consent! In fact, it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s clear that the \u00e2\u20ac\u0153negative\u00e2\u20ac\u009d reaction we saw in the third episode was entirely and utterly based on it just trying to defend itself. It just wanted mushrooms! And a symbiotic relationship with the mycelial network!!! Leave them alone and let them explore space in peace!!!<\/p>\n

Unfortunately, this entire realization is at odds with the main mission of the story, and it places Burnham in a terrible place. In order to do what she believes is right, she must defy her captatin. WHICH IS WHAT SET THIS WHOLE NIGHTMARE INTO EXISTENCE IN THE FIRST PLACE. Even worse<\/i>, her defiance is directed at Captain Saru, who has his own emotional arc in this episode that\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s rooted in the same mutiny that changed Burnham\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s life. Well, eventually she gets to that point. Initially, she has to convince two other crew members first, since Saru shuts down her concerns because the rescue of Lorca takes precedence.\u00c2\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

More on Saru as captain in a moment. I loved getting to see Burnham interact with Dr. Culber and Stamets, as well as the development of her friendship with Tilly. This is not a situation where Burnham is making fast friends. Again, she\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s working against her own reputation at all times, and it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s only Tilly who finds it easy to make friends with Burnham. (I see that as a neat parallel, though. Both characters see themselves as outcasts for different reasons.) Yet I also see Burnham building rapport. She does with Dr. Culber, who she wins over through perseverance and hard work, and I got the sense that he respected her for doing what was right AND backing up that with science. I even think Stamets began to perceive Burnham differently, too! It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s a lot more subtle, but he goes from irritation and disinterest in her to quietly respecting what she brought to him. I noticed, for example, that in the second half of this episode, there wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t the same hostility that is in the first half. Maybe I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m reading too much into this, but I think<\/i> we\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re witnessing some progress between them.\u00c2\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

The same goes for Burnham, though. I actually believe that all three of her interactions with Saru\u00e2\u20ac\u201dwhich, by they way, were among the best moments in this entire episode\u00e2\u20ac\u201dshow that she is doing her best to understand why<\/i> Saru feels the way he does about her. Her approaches here are all within Starfleet regulations, and instead of the open defiance she showed during the Battle at the Binary Stars, she realizes she has stepped out of line and obeys the command to stay in her quarters. (Granted, she does try to plead her case.) Isn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t that a sign of growth on her part? She knows what got her into this situation before, and she\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s actively trying not to repeat herself, while also advocating for what\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s right. It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s complicated as hell!<\/p>\n

Also, while it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s still on my mind: I am so pleased at the utter joy during that scene where the first f-bomb is uttered onscreen. I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m pretty sure we\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ve never had a character drop a \u00e2\u20ac\u0153fuck\u00e2\u20ac\u009d before!!! AND TILLY\u00e2\u20ac\u2122S MOMENT IS GRAND. FOLLOWED BY STAMETS USING IT, TOO. Let these characters say \u00e2\u20ac\u0153fuck\u00e2\u20ac\u009d!!!!!!<\/p>\n

Captain Saru<\/b><\/p>\n

It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s also hard to analyze Burnham\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s characterization and choices without talking about who she is in direct conflict with. I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m also deeply appreciative of the layered story and portrayal that we\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re given in Saru, who is Captain of the Discovery<\/i> for the entire episode. I loved SO MUCH that throughout \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Choose Your Pain,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d we\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re shown that Saru is tracking his performance. I thought that he was just worried about filling the shoes left behind by Lorca, perhaps as a precaution if Lorca didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t return. He would be the first Kelpien captain of a starship, and maybe he wanted to boost his confidence. I don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t know, that\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s basically what was going through my mind as I watched this? I also had a theory that he was just concerned that Burnham was going to pull the same shit she did back on the Shenzhou<\/i>, which would explain why he was so harsh with her and with the others.
\nAnd then, at the very end, everything is given a new context when he confesses to Burnham why he acted as he did. OH MY GOD, MY HEART. Because seriously, it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s so much more devastating to know that Saru is jealous<\/i> of Burnham. Why? Because she got to be Number One under Georgiou. This thing he always wanted was taken away from him when Georgiou was killed. So of course<\/i> he would try to be a perfect captain in this circumstance! He\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s trying to prove himself to Georgiou, isn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t he? Or at least hold himself up to that standard, a standard he never got to meet in real life. And then he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s got the person who derailed that dream of his, trying to guide him in the right direction. Who wouldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t feel complicated or negative things about that?<\/p>\n

I don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t know if this episode will mark a change in Saru\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s perception of Burnham, too. Hell, it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s entirely possible that the other characters will continue to see her as The Mutineer for awhile, too. But this honestly felt like the beginning of something new between these characters. Even if it isn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t? I was deeply appreciative of getting to understand Saru more.<\/p>\n

Lorca<\/b><\/p>\n

I made this comment in the video for \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Choose Your Pain,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d but the irony of Lorca\u00e2\u20ac\u201dwho is a character deeply committed to doing whatever the fuck he wants in order to get whatever the fuck he wants\u00e2\u20ac\u201dbeing put in a cell with HARRY MUDD is not lost on me. It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s like the writers were like, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Hey, who in original canon would be a perfect mirror for Lorca?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d And here he is, the scheming chaos agent that is Harry Mudd. Without slipping into caricature or absurdity, Rainn Wilson portrays this iconic Original Series<\/i> character with the same sort of slimy self-centered view as the original. Like, that first monologue he gives? That\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s how I was able to remember a character I haven\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t seen onscreen in YEARS. (Also, bonus points to Jason Isaacs for his portrayal in that scene, too. Watch it again. There\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s a moment where Lorca looks panicked because he didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t realize asking a simple question would unleash THAT.)\u00c2\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

But this episode also hints at a MAJOR part of Lorca\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s backstory, and I desperately need more. So this dude escaped his previous ship during the Battle at the Binary Stars, only to blow it up so that the Klingons wouldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t get to the crew??? HELP??? LIKE… was Lorca always like he is now, or did something like that change him?<\/p>\n

I am still… I don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t know. Ambivalent about the Klingons? There is so much depth and complication to literally every other character onscreen, and there\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s almost none of that in the Klingons. Voq has some complication to him. (Where did he go? I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m pretty sure that was L\u00e2\u20ac\u2122Rell is in this episode, but we don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t see Voq, so is he in another location? Wherever the Matriarchs are?) Maybe L\u00e2\u20ac\u2122Rell will eventually? But otherwise, the Klingons are taken to an even further extreme than they were in the Original Series<\/i>. What little we\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ve seen of them has painted them as purists and extremists who just like… war and torture? Wow, they really like torture. Like, isn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t there a line where either Ash Tyler or Lorca outright says it is in their nature?\u00c2\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hard to be all that invested in their storylines because of that, since they seem constructed for a very specific purpose I still can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t see. Why write the Klingons even more conservatively than they used to appear, which was already stifling at times? So, what I found more interesting here was the interactions between Mudd, Lorca, and Tyler. (HELLO SHAZAD LATIF, I WAS WONDERING WHERE YOU WERE.) Seeing the three of them try to determine how to survive a heinous system? Much more compelling to me, but especially once we got a sense of what had happened to these three characters during the war. Mudd survived by basically being an informant, which means that… wow. How many people died because of Mudd\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s complicity with the Klingons? Tyler, on the other hand… whew. So, I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m a little confused about his confession, which is that L\u00e2\u20ac\u2122Rell had \u00e2\u20ac\u0153taken an interest\u00e2\u20ac\u009d in him. First of all, that\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s absolutely sexual assault at the bare minimum; there is no way Tyler could ever consent to that because he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s a prisoner of war. Secondly, I actually don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t understand how that operates in terms of this whole Klingon supremacy thing? Aren\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t Klingons utterly repulsed by humans? At the same time, an act like this is always<\/i> about power, so it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s entirely possible that\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s why L\u00e2\u20ac\u2122Rell would do something like this. It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s not about sexual gratification, but an oppressive, violent assertion of power.\u00c2\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Anyway, thankful Tyler is rescued by Lorca after a HELLISH seven months onboard that Klingon ship, and I assume this means that Tyler will become part of the crew? I say that because I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m also thinking of the conversation that Lorca had with Admiral Cornwell at the start of \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Choose Your Pain.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Lorca is operating within Starfleet with an almost unlimited amount of power and discretion, though there are limits to what he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s allowed to do. (Like the Discovery<\/i> being told to lay low because they\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re attracting too much attention.) So, what might Lorca see in Tyler? Tyler handled himself incredibly well during the escape from the Klingons, and he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s also proven himself as a survivor. I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m sure that Lorca will want to use that. But how<\/i>?<\/p>\n

Stamets and Culber<\/b><\/p>\n

THE SHEER JOY. THE ABSOLUTE INFECTIOUS ECSTASY I FELT. I love that I had that moment during one of the early arguments between Stamets and Dr. Culber where I wondered if they had a history, AND THEN IT GOT CONFIRMED IN A GLORIOUSLY DOMESTIC SCENE WHERE I FOUND OUT THEY\u00e2\u20ac\u2122RE FULLY IN A RELATIONSHIP. Oh my god, y\u00e2\u20ac\u2122all. After five shows where non-straight sexualities were either ignored, hinted at, or confirmed and then largely ignored in any longterm sense, WE HAVE TWO QUEER CREWMATES WHO ARE IN THE MAIN CAST AND IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH ONE ANOTHER. I can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t? And both actors are queer????????????????????? Can you tell how excited I am????? I just… oh my god, they literally argued like a married couple in both of these episodes. MY LIFE IS RUINED IN THE BEST WAY.<\/p>\n

That\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s all. I just needed to yell about it.<\/p>\n

The video for \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Choose Your Pain\u00e2\u20ac\u009d can be downloaded here for $0.99<\/a>.<\/p>\n

Mark Links Stuff<\/b><\/p>\n

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