{"id":6717,"date":"2018-01-16T13:00:39","date_gmt":"2018-01-16T21:00:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/markwatches.net\/reviews\/?p=6717"},"modified":"2018-01-08T07:08:37","modified_gmt":"2018-01-08T15:08:37","slug":"mark-watches-alias-s01e07-color-blind","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/markwatches.net\/reviews\/2018\/01\/mark-watches-alias-s01e07-color-blind\/","title":{"rendered":"Mark Watches &#8216;Alias&#8217;: S01E07 &#8211; Color Blind"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>In the seventh episode of the first season of <i>Alias<\/i>, Sydney finds a commonality in the man she\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s tracking down. Intrigued? Then it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s time for Mark to watch <i>Alias<\/i>.\u00c2\u00a0<!--more--><\/p>\n<p><b>Trigger Warning: For abuse, manipulation, and gaslighting<\/b>.<\/p>\n<p>Lord, this was SO GOOD.<\/p>\n<p>I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m having a lot of fun with the unique format of <i>Alias<\/i>. It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s nice to watch something that pulls of a technique I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ve literally never seen before on television. It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s keeping me on my toes! But this episode largely does away with the whole split plot thing, and instead, it focuses on Sydney\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s struggle with how much SD-6 has affected her whole life.<\/p>\n<p>And what better way to do that than to stick her alongside someone else whose life was ruined by SD-6. This episode is raw, scary, and incredibly upsetting, and the more time I think about Shepard, the more distressed I get. I already want to see him again because I desperately want his character to get the closure that he was denied. Y\u00e2\u20ac\u2122all, this man was done SO dirty. Did he ever even sign up to work with SD-6, or was that choice denied to him, too? I DON\u00e2\u20ac\u2122T EVEN KNOW, THAT\u00e2\u20ac\u2122S HOW MESSED UP THIS IS.<\/p>\n<p>What\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s so significant to me, though, is that even amidst her mission\u00e2\u20ac\u201dand the threat of death that hangs over her due to the K-Directorate agents who are all around her\u00e2\u20ac\u201dSydney still offers Shepard <i>empathy<\/i>. It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s the most compelling part of \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Color Blind,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d and the writers lean heavily on the surprising bond between these two characters. Of course, it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s a huge change from how Shepard initially greets Sydney at the end of the last episode, when he tries to choke her to death. SO YEAH, a lot has to happen before he begins to accept that she\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s not necessarily a threat to him. Well&#8230; even <i>that<\/i> is a complicated thing, isn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t it? Sydney was sent to extract information from him, and that act is difficult enough as it is. Once the K-Directorate captures her and then gives her half a day to get the intel she needs from Shepard, she\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s under even <i>more<\/i> pressure than before.<\/p>\n<p>Yet Sydney doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t trick Shepard, and I found that both believable and poetic. Look, she\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s <i>already<\/i> tired of lying. Her whole life is full of them! Lies fuel the subplot with her father, who she\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s attempting to get to know despite this. So, she approaches Shepard after she\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s been given an ultimatum on her life, and she just tells him the truth: that she was sent specifically to get information about him. That he was manipulated and programmed into being a contract killer. That he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s now remembering details of these murders, even though he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s not supposed to. I remarked at the start of this that I was surprised by her tactic, but I now understand <i>why<\/i> she was doing this. It was probably the most effective means of getting what she wanted, sure. However, I think she saw how much Shepard was suffering, knew <i>why<\/i> that was happening, and decided to give him what everyone else had denied him: the truth.<\/p>\n<p>So, I kept thinking that maybe Shepard had something to do with the death of Sydney\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s mother, but NOPE. WRONG. 100% WRONG. Even when we learn the most horrible of truths\u00e2\u20ac\u201dthat Shepard was the man tasked with murdering Danny\u00e2\u20ac\u201dthe show does not punish him. Despite how viscerally upset Sydney is\u00e2\u20ac\u201dJENNIFER GARNER IS SO FUCKING GOOD IN THAT SCENE, WHY IS SHE SO GOOD AT CRYING, IT HURTS ME\u00e2\u20ac\u201dshe doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t hate him! She doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t discard him! Y\u00e2\u20ac\u2122all, she <i>sets him free<\/i>. She understands that he was literally manipulated and used by SD-6 for their own ends. How can he be responsible for acts he committed while his entirely reality was hidden from him?<\/p>\n<p>I appreciate that the writers are so clear on this, even if the script doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t outright state it. The use of the color motif is one way they convey this, but it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s in Garner\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s performance that we understand that Shepard is not to be hated. He needed her sympathy and understanding to help unlock the demons in his mind. Which worries me: if the same man who ruined Shepard is going to root out the moles in SD-6, just how far is this organization willing to go? OH GOD, DON\u00e2\u20ac\u2122T ANSWER THAT, I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122M SURE IT\u00e2\u20ac\u2122S AWFUL.<\/p>\n<p>The video for \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Color Blind\u00e2\u20ac\u009d can be downloaded <a href=\"https:\/\/markdoesstuff.com\/products\/mark-watches-alias\">here for $0.99<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p><b>Mark Links Stuff<\/b><\/p>\n<p>&#8211; <strong>My YA contemporary debut, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.markoshiro.com\/blog\/2017\/9\/22\/i-am-proud-to-announce-my-ya-contemporary-debut-anger-is-a-gift\">ANGER IS A GIFT<\/a>, is now available for pre-order!\u00c2\u00a0<\/strong><strong>If you&#8217;d like to stay up-to-date on all announcements regarding my books, <a href=\"http:\/\/eepurl.com\/ey636\">sign up for my newsletter<\/a>! DO IT.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In the seventh episode of the first season of Alias, Sydney finds a commonality in the man she\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s tracking down. Intrigued? 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